Saturday, March 04, 2006

once i had faith on him!

its a strange story...im still shocked but happy

i was on the edge my last days...thinking of restarting all my life over that all my rules and principles r good for nothing...until i got an apology from an old friend,some bad incident happened 4 years ago but it was really huge, something that u could say it effected my life deeply.. since then i changed many things in my life.. ok here is the thing im that kind of girls who like to b arround the gyuz,it seems like i cope better with gyuz more than girlz..i have a thousand friend... but since then i changed, less confidence with gyuz balashet a5af!
until yesterday every day since then i was asking myself what did i do wrong with him? sometimes even when u know that u r right u still can feel that thing , mayb i was wrong maybe i misunderstand him, mayb i was bad!

sob7an allah .. just when i was loosing it, he poped up from no where, asking if im still mad at him and that he was wrong!!!!!!!!!! after 4 years!
what i want to say from that, that having faith in urself will never b bad..even when people goes wrong with u and judge u in the hard way..if u know that u r right then u r right and things will reveal even after 4 years!
for everybody who is starting to loose faith...dont! u need that to survive.. life has so much tricks,ups and downs...dont loose what u believe in! dont loose trust in people...they will deserve it one day......:)

4 comments:

Dar said...

That was nice , it 3anjad makes u feel more than happy !
CheeerZ!

Yabco said...

Well he seems to be a good friend to remember if he had did anything wrong to u , even if he think not it will be good too cuz he is checking on u'and u cant find those in dozenz';p

Anonymous said...

Life without faith or hope nothing, like you are not breathing :)

Anonymous said...

he is really a goooooooood guy